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祭典不会停止，所有人都会沉溺于轮回，而我，为这个故事写上开头。
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the offering
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when the bell tolls，i know the ceremony is about to begin.
it‘s a family tradition，held every eighteen years on this day，where the family hosts a grand and luxurious sacrificial rite to honor our supreme deity.
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and i am the sole priestess in this ritual.
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dressed in the intricate vestments of a priestess，i board the palanquin bound for the temple under my mother‘s worried gaze. before departing，i follow the old customs of the family and bestow the priestess‘s blessing upon the unborn child in my mother‘s womb.
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the temple is built atop a mountain，and the palanquin stops at the foot of the hill. with a devout heart，i ascend the stairs leading to the temple one step at a time.
the path is long，and the ceremonial robes feel exceedingly heavy，yet i do not sense the expected weariness.
from birth，i was taught to shoulder the responsibilities of a priestess.
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upon reaching the temple，i see everyone brimming with hope，tears welling in their eyes. they retreat naturally behind me，igniting the candle in my hand. i understand that the path ahead is mine alone to tread，for no one other than the priestess is allowed inside the temple.
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the temple is dark; the door opens briefly before closing again. holding the only source of light，i slowly make my way inside. i swear that no one has ever entered here，for if they did，they would witness the bones strewn across the floor.
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upon seeing the so-called deity，i am not surprised. i merely undress，making myself ready for the ”deity‘s” feast.
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from the very beginning，i knew i was the sole offering in this ceremony.
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the child in my mother‘s womb is born. that is the next offering i leave to the family，the next ”me”. in eighteen years，he too will become a priest.
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the ceremony will not cease; all will be trapped in the cycle of rebirth. and i，i write the beginning of this tale.
第4章 《富士山下》《昨日重现》
《富士山下》
beneath the fuji mountain
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我在富士山下卖苹果，一半过去卖给自己，一半未来卖给行人。
i sell apples at the foot of mount fuji，half sold in the past to myself，and half in the future to passersby.
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